it is not enough

one love is never enough, is it?

the pain, the sweet pain of all the hearts you broke and all the wounds you tore each other are what constitutes your high price.

it's beautiful to be loved. violently. bloody.

you trouble and you pull your hair. oh, they love you, they are dying for you! they are screaming for you, begging for your fluids to quench their thirst! the thrills speed up your heartbeat. the guilt and the inflated parts of your mind keep you awake at night. satiate them. quench their thirst and kill their love for you, because when the chase is over you realise how pitiful your pray is. they scream no more. they do not need you. give them a month. give them two. wait a while, they get tired easily. escape and let them feel thirsty again and when again they say they love you, bite the hook. bite it hard and bite it deep, let it puncture your heart, puncture your eyes, puncture your ears. they all lie to you.

you've got a hundred howling bitches craving your meat with a ferocity only fanaticism and hunger can adorn you with. a hundred bitches howling lies at the Moon, with a solemn promise to chew up, spit out and leave you. Run after them and feel responsible. Save their souls. Save them while they eat yours out. Every bite in your flesh causes me pain. Every act of foolishness you commit inflicts a wound in my skin. Until I cannot see you any more. I cannot bare the sight.

I hear some bitches howling. Better run over and see what they want. They'may play dead for you once more. I don't play dead. I become dead. Games are for the times you have fun. These times are over.

I hear some tears falling. It does not really matter.

It's not enough. They come of two and the same eyes.

It's not enough.

We need more complications.

It's not enough. It is still breathing.

We need more complications.

She will not die. Why won't she die?

Don't worry. We just need more screaming.

Send more complications.

Why's she breathing?

Don't worry. Bring more complications.

It's not enough. She won't die.

He will kill her.

He will kill her out of carelessness.

Give her time.

Give him time.

Everything dies. Don't you know that? Just give it enough time.